Monday, July 29, 2013 / 12:31 AM
so i deleted every single post ive had.
hoping for a brand new start.
i think the best thing that has happened to me for the past few month is the release of forever halloween.
if you know me good enough, i'm a major fan of the maine.
went to get the album right after it was released.
and what's best is they're coming to singapore on 13 september.
and on top of that, it's because of this period when i know who are my pillar of support and strength.
blessing in disguise maybe.
however, just feeling like a piece of shit right now.
because project cocked up and all i could do is just stare at the screen.
being a lost lamb.
just one of those times when you just feeling like a useless piece of fuck.
i guess that sounds more relatable.
but anyway, can't believe the semester is almost gone.
exams coming up, vacation coming up.
dont even know how am i going to survive exams, and what am i going to do during the long semester break.
too pampered to work, too broke to not work.
definition of life.
i am thinking of working and studying at the same time next sem though.
i think im trying to get myself killed since 1.2 is what they say tougher than what i am going through now.
but i just dont want to be a burden to my mom.
oh well, we shall see how it goes.
and after that? new modules, new timetable, new people.
i dread new things.
especially at times like this when i have gotten real comfortable with my current tutorial group.
and there you go, have to go through the whole awkward situation..
first day of class, being a turtle.
i hate it with a passion.
fresh start.