Friday, October 25, 2013 / 11:19 PM
finally second week of school is over.
i have absolutely no idea why do i feel so drained every single day ever since school started.
falling asleep on the bus every morning, feeling grumpy and cranky in the middle of the day, can't catch up on lecture/tutorials, etc.
ugh. just feel so lousy about myself and everything negative.
but at the same time i'm so glad to be in school and seeing people i love.
like those hugs we exchange when we see each other helps me to get by the day.
especially when you haven't seen them in ages, after the vacation.
not forgetting my new classmates who makes school much more easier and interesting.
but today was such a bad, horrible day. to the extent that i felt like going home when half of the day wasn't even over.
it just started out bad, but to be exact it was just one of those "eff everybody" day.
most probably due to insufficient sleep and then things happened along the way making my day worse.
and yet again, friends made me felt better and ended my day on a good note.
sometimes i feel so blessed to be surrounded by my friends.
i know very well that don't deserve them because i'm not that kind of friend everybody wants, yet i know i have people i can fall back on whenever im in doubt with myself.
they might not be physically around me all the time but i know i can always count on them.
even on days you feel like a piece of crap, they can make you feel like youre a gem and kick off all the negative thoughts in your head.
so thankful, and glad i met them over the past few months because they mean so much to me.
and i would definitely love to keep them by my side for the rest of my life.