Sunday, November 3, 2013 / 10:33 PM
no idea why am i feeling like this lately.
i don't even know the exact words to use to describe what i am feeling.
maybe "nothing" describes it best?
i'm not feeling down, but i'm not feeling exactly happy either.
i laugh at jokes, enjoy my day whether it's a lazy day at home or day out.
yet, at the end of the day i still feeling nothing.
perhaps i'm just a cup with holes all over.
people fill the cup with emotions and in no time all the emotions just flows out.
then, the cup is empty yet again.
the most ironic thing is, this thing that i'm feeling is slowly making me feel frustrated.
frustrated because i don't feel anything at all. it's as though i'm wasting everyday i'm living.
i don't feel satisfied because i done something, i don't feel the sense of urgency. i don't feel anything.
so am i feeling "nothing" or am i frustrated?